Restart
I've tried this once before. But I just turned thirty...so now it's serious. I've been working with a dwindling set of pants for months, two pair of disfunctional jeans (whatever that means) so I hustled around jc penny's for some jeans; not only am I eighteen pounds heavier than my last greater-than-a decade but >33 has arrived.
Frankly, I've felt like shit for a while now. I don't use my body for anything more taxing than sex, I smoke, and I drink; hardly aerobic. I sleep too long, my arms are thin, my torsoe thick.
I sit here trying to think of all the shit going through my head over the last few days, this afternoon depressed as hell, waddling over to cop a squat and SMOKE! I sit here thinking "what's the point?" Rattling off my complaints about shit that seems pretty inevitable. Talking to my self, why not just keep a journal for all the pointlessness? I suppose I'm wondering if anybody else goes through the same.
It occurs to me now that I'd best try and post as spontaneously as I can, let go of the editing. Da da da da...I'll give it a try.
Frankly, I've felt like shit for a while now. I don't use my body for anything more taxing than sex, I smoke, and I drink; hardly aerobic. I sleep too long, my arms are thin, my torsoe thick.
I sit here trying to think of all the shit going through my head over the last few days, this afternoon depressed as hell, waddling over to cop a squat and SMOKE! I sit here thinking "what's the point?" Rattling off my complaints about shit that seems pretty inevitable. Talking to my self, why not just keep a journal for all the pointlessness? I suppose I'm wondering if anybody else goes through the same.
It occurs to me now that I'd best try and post as spontaneously as I can, let go of the editing. Da da da da...I'll give it a try.
posted by hrun at 8:56 PM
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